25 days to go

The countdown of my stay in the US begins. The fleeting decision that has been evading me now needs to be plastered, cemented and honored. My days are numbered for my advisor has been coercing me to write theis and defend soon for I cost him dear money. 

I have been trying to figure out , figure out what I want to do, for a long long time now. I have been hiding in that cozy cocooned corner facing away from the long pending decision. I might be kicked out of this country or I might stay back for a PhD at Tech or I might take up the job with Yokogawa Corp. 

Mind over heart or heart over mind? 

Long term security or acting on whims or rather what you "think" you will enjoy doing ?

I don't know nor am I scared of my uncertain future.

All I know is that I am waiting upon my future to unravel and live it with vengeance!