7 years have passed!

Just so glad to stumble back on my blog and go through some posts, so young and naive. Some things never change, the grammar, the procrastination, the sadness. The last time I wrote a post when I was 24 yrs old and I seem to be sad for some god forsaken reason. What would I do to go back to my 24 yr self. If only I had the perspective then but if wishes were horses, then beggars would ride. And by theory of induction, I can apply the same perspective to my 31 yr self so that when the 37 yr self visits this blog, I will not have regrets. So, what's new? I am at MIT Sloan to get my MBA and at the cusp of graduation! Lots of action and drama filled with learning, people and activity. The highlight of my 2 years is that I have been finally able to break away my shell that I built around myself after being strongly hurt during undergrad. I experienced and felt love to lose it all away quickly before I even realized what was happening. I am unhappy about the way it ended but I am happy to realize that deep inside I am alive and that I can harbor such intense feelings which can make me accept a person unconditionally with all their faults. I was always afraid that I had become a person who used societal lens and judgment to validate my choices and made superficial choices. Though a heavy feeling of sadness hangs in my chest, I am just happy to realize that I am true to myself and that I have not become the person I was scared I would become. Looking forward to life and feeling alive. Bring it on!