I resolve to not complain but then fall back on the same complaining track . There are times when loneliness gets to your bones. A couple of years back, when there were so many people to fall back upon , I failed to realize the worth. Now, it seems that time is laughing at me and teasing my loneliness.

I do not know what or how exactly but ,I want things to change, sooner the better. I changed from being a believer of the God to a non-believer. If there is any thing that could reinforce my belief in God , then it would have to be this long-awaited change.