I found a sunny lonely corner in the garden of my office to escape the dreariness of my office. It was warmer and nicer outside. Smiling, I cushioned myself on the luscious mellow grass, facing the sun, sitting by the wall. A dense tangled canopy of trees, directly in front of me mirrored the state of my mind. There was a thick unsettling fog in my head. I was so numbed by the unusual number of thoughts racing across my mind that I could not capture my own thoughts. I was confused. I was cold. I was restless. I did not understand the turmoil and turbulence stirring up my mind and I still do not.
My insides were shrieking, wanting to run away as fast as possible as far as I could to no man’s land and be all by myself. In a weak moment, I found myself flooded by old memories, all of them pouncing at me, and I was falling deeper and deeper into the chasm of unforgettable memories.
I woke up and drank water